Faith

Faith. It’s a strange thing. It’s about having a belief that is personal to you. I have faith in my partner, I have faith in my parents, I have faith in lots of people. But I also have faith in, and a relationship with, God. Like many other friendships over the last year, my relationship with God has been distant. Was it distant on purpose? While I intended to continue praying and worshipping, I didn’t. Intention wasn’t enough. I intend to be more efficient with my work. I intend to be more awake and have less naps. I intend to do lots of things. Intent isn’t the same as action though. Could I have put more effort in to the relationship? Of course I could.I have learnt that while online church works for many, it really doesn’t work for me. So much of my working life is online, that actually I want Church to be face to face. Even the Bible in One Year hasn’t worked for me this year. Having not completely settled on a Church in my new home has made it hard to call any Church family home during 2020, but I’m determined for that to change in 2021. And I don’t just intend it to change, I have already booked in to a service.Comments are turned off here as I just wanted it to be an open diary for me, but I would love to hear how you’ve found the last year when it comes to your faith.